i'm backkk!

i'm in silent mode abt 1month ago. too much thng i have to face. and there's a lot lot thng happen. i'm free now. i mean yeah no more skndal or fucking whtever. somethng happen and hell yeah its for my own good. i'm happy wth my life now ;) i won't trust guy easily thts for sure. been thru too much. like f*ck! and the best part is i'm not even crying when all ths happen a month ago. ohhh i'm strong! ;p haha. wtf! tk heran dh. hehe. ohh yeah, no more hostelll! we've move to our new homee! ngee. okayyy dadaaaaa <33

currently stick wth ths song

hey, let me tell you know.
ohhhh baby.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i never used to go out without ya, not sure i remember how to.
gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gon have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i couldn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldn't even leave my apartment.
im stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
(i'm all by myself with)with nothing but your T-shirt on
ohhh, with nothing but your T-shirt on
(cause i miss you, cause i miss you) with nothing but your T-shirt on.
(said i miss you baby)

trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i couldn't even leave my apartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay.
hey hey, nothing feels right when im not with you.
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im mising you.(cause i miss you)
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay,(i would be in bed)with nothing but your T-shirt on.
said i got nothing but your T-shirt on.
hey,(cause i want to be close to you), with nothing but your T-shirt on.
i remember when, you would like to see me, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
hey,(nothing but your T-shirt on)
let me tell you know (nothing but your T-shirt on)
with nothing but your T-shirt on.

HAPPY EID ;)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
&
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

to each of you ;)

ayeed.eryna.ain.sya.faiz

ain sya eryna @ faiz's hse

familia

8days left !

its 3.35am, still awake duhh. excited gilaaa nk blk jb for clebrating hari raya! i dnt knw why. but i miss jb so much. i've been thru many shit thngs fr ths month and its like wht im thnking is jst i want to be at home and wth my family. i miss my hommie, i miss my bedroom, i miss my bed and ethng. i'm getting bored live here. i jst need some rest for myself. i jst feel like ethng is not like bfore. and i dnt knw why. i'm not happy even i've tried to make myself happy but its like smthng missing. i've thnking about it and i can't stop asking myself 'why so hard?'. i'm letting myself to be sad bcause i'm not strong enough to face it. it jst, i'm give up. i'm hoping for a brighter life. i'm too tired live wth all ths. and i'm hoping all ths will be ended very soon. wht i knw is i want to be at home and cbrate hari raya wth my family and i wanna meet all my schoolmate/classmate. damn i miss them. i hope ethng will back to normal after having my raya and holiday. hope tht badly! btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL OF YOU && MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ;)

s y a h i r a

i jst love ths song so much ;)

enjoy it peeps, its a very beautiful song! L O V E <3>

s y a h i r a

my so called first blog ;)

i'm not really interested wth all ths kind of stuff, but bcause of i'm too boring living wth ths life and plus plus kinda loike zee's blog so i've decided to create one. but yeah i'll not post a blog every single day or wht so ever, i'll only post it when i've thng to share or bila bosaaaannn nk mati! okay? so, enjoy it ;)

s y a h i r a