Tuesday, September 23, 2008

8days left !

its 3.35am, still awake duhh. excited gilaaa nk blk jb for clebrating hari raya! i dnt knw why. but i miss jb so much. i've been thru many shit thngs fr ths month and its like wht im thnking is jst i want to be at home and wth my family. i miss my hommie, i miss my bedroom, i miss my bed and ethng. i'm getting bored live here. i jst need some rest for myself. i jst feel like ethng is not like bfore. and i dnt knw why. i'm not happy even i've tried to make myself happy but its like smthng missing. i've thnking about it and i can't stop asking myself 'why so hard?'. i'm letting myself to be sad bcause i'm not strong enough to face it. it jst, i'm give up. i'm hoping for a brighter life. i'm too tired live wth all ths. and i'm hoping all ths will be ended very soon. wht i knw is i want to be at home and cbrate hari raya wth my family and i wanna meet all my schoolmate/classmate. damn i miss them. i hope ethng will back to normal after having my raya and holiday. hope tht badly! btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL OF YOU && MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ;)




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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

i jst love ths song so much ;)


enjoy it peeps, its a very beautiful song! L O V E <3>

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Monday, September 8, 2008

my so called first blog ;)

i'm not really interested wth all ths kind of stuff, but bcause of i'm too boring living wth ths life and plus plus kinda loike zee's blog so i've decided to create one. but yeah i'll not post a blog every single day or wht so ever, i'll only post it when i've thng to share or bila bosaaaannn nk mati! okay? so, enjoy it ;)


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